Feeling kinda unwanted lately. Well more so like you just don’t wanna be around no more or something. It started yesterday after we got outta class. Like as soon as we get in the car your phone goes off the hook. Idk who was blowing you up or what you guys were talking about but apparently it was super important to the point where you had to text them from like 5pm til 10:30 or whenever it is that i fell asleep. Cause when I was laying in bed with you, your phone was still being blown up & usually you ignore people after awhile when we’re together. but nope, not this time. this person is so important that you had to text them for over 5 hrs non stop. Someone must have been dying or something that you had to make me feel unimportant or like i came second to them. smh. it’s like you didn’t wanna be there. Your body was there but your mind wasn’t. & it took you til late at night/this morning to realize that i was slightly upset last night. smh clearly someone wasn’t paying attention. & i know youre probably thinking im over reacting but if you were in my spot you would feel the same. Now im laying in your bed waiting for you to come home from school which you got out of 3 & a half hours ago. You got out at 12, so i set my alarm so i could be up when you got home. and i waited, and waited & finally an hour later you text me saying you’ll be home soon.. so im like okay she’ll be here in 20 mins. but no. 2more hours pass & FINALLY i get a phone call & you tell me you’re still at school. smh. im not mad that you’re there. im mad that it took you 3hrs to realize that hey maybe i should call my gf & let her know whats going on. i mean its not like ive been waited here for 5 hours for you or anything. Idk what’s gotten into you but I’m really starting to feel like we’re falling apart. smh. we gotta fix this. soon. if not, we’re doomed.
